indescribable.
want to dedicate my life to always growing in the Lord.
an issue with this came up lately though. i’ve been learning things in old testament that have completely challenged me and even defeated me. I didnt pray for a week or so because every time i tried i was just thinking hiiiii who even are you?
the one who cant be put in a box that i comfortably create.
the undefinable and the one that is unable to be grasped and fully understood.
cannot be controlled or defined.
although we constantly try, we cannot make a “gold calf” out of Him.
thankful that this is Who he is. Holy and cannot be figured out by mere humans. the class is rocking my world. yesterday had a much needed honest conversation with the Lord and it humbled me and calmed my heart. i realized how many times i’ve spent being prideful in what i know to where i block out what His spirit wants to teach me. so much pride and fear. fear that seeps out into many aspects of my life. these are things that needed to be recognized.
had a meeting today with lance and I talked to him about this. and something he said really stuck with me… about how we spend our lives chasing the absence of need when need for Him is what draws us near.
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